Sri Nisargadatta Maharaj:

Some people want knowledge, but for them the prior requisite is gurubhakti, devotion to the guru comes first; after that they collect knowledge. 

Whatever natural experiences you encounter, just accept them, don't try to alter them, just accept as they come. The sum total of all this is illusion and nobody is responsible for creation - it has come spontaneously and there is no question of improvement in that - it will go on in its own way. 

So long as you wear a name and form, all these problems will be there. In this spiritual pursuit, as you gradually lose your form, the name also disappears.