You Cannot Renounce

Sri Nisargadatta Maharaj

Q. What does it mean to know myself? By knowing myself what exactly do I come to know?

All that you are not.

Q. And not what I am?

What you are, you already are. By knowing what you are not, you are free of it and remain in your own natural state. It all happens quite spontaneously and effortlessly.

Q. And what do I discover?

You discover that there is nothing to discover. You are what you are and that is all.

It is your fixed idea that you must be something or other, that blinds you.

Q. How can I get rid of this idea?

If you trust me, believe me when I tell you that you are the pure awareness that illuminates consciousness and its infinite content. Realize this and live accordingly. If you do not believe me, then go within, enquiring 'What am I?' or focus your mind on 'I am', which is pure and simple being.

Q. On what my faith in you depends?

On your insight into other people's hearts. If you cannot look into my heart, look into your own.

Q. I can do neither.

Purify yourself by a well-ordered and useful life. Watch over your feelings, thoughts, words and actions. This will clear your vision.

Q. Must I not renounce first and live a homeless life?

You cannot renounce. You may leave your home and give trouble to your family, but attachments are in the mind and will not leave you until you know your mind in and out. First thing first -- know yourself, all else will come with it.